My head aches, my heart hurts, there’s a pain in my center like a brutally cold frozen winter.<\/p>\n
You’re hit or miss, up and down, am I friend or foe, will you stay or\u00a0will you go.<\/p>\n
So hard to read, so closed at times, I doubt my sanity\u00a0while following blind.<\/p>\n
Patting the puppy expect to be bitten, especially given how thinly your disdain and ridicule are hidden.<\/p>\n
Not the country bumpkin seen at first glance, there’s a strong bullshit meter built in with a temper to match.<\/p>\n
My wall has been hit, my line crossed, no more dances left in the game it seems I’ve lost.<\/p>\n
Respect gone if ever there, amazing to me how cold one can be and still say they care.<\/p>\n
It’s a two way street of give and take, now sideways made one way and totally, completely, heartbreakingly\u00a0fake.<\/p>\n
Open and honest, supportive and kind only to watch you toss it away leaving it behind.<\/p>\n
You asked so much, giving nothing in return, leaving it all to crumble and our bridge to burn.<\/p>\n
Patting this puppy and you got bitten, for I see it all now, your disdain and ridicule were never truly hidden.<\/p>\n
I let you go, set you free to find, your happiness the likes I can’t provide.<\/p>\n
I wish you well, I do you see, for even with the saddest of hearts and a sea of tears cruelty is just simply not a part of what makes me, ME………………………H<\/p>\n
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