Ah\u00a0there it is…….the roll of the stomach, the tightening of the muscles, that queasy feeling sneaking it’s way slowly up, the shoulders tighten and rise, while a fine sheen of sweat breaks out over my body….Soon I tell\u00a0myself soon they’ll call my\u00a0name, and it’s go time. Boom there it is my turn\u00a0up I stand quietly whispering to myself walk straight all the while\u00a0mumbling please oh\u00a0please let my voice be steady\u00a0when I speak oh and yeah\u00a0please let me sound half way intelligent too. It’s all there all this is there rumbling through my mind\u00a0my body my spirit then before\u00a0I know it I’m standing front and center yet as\u00a0I\u00a0look up making eye contact….. a switch is flipped\u00a0somewhere deep somewhere hidden and\u00a0a calm radiates down over me almost like a shroud of silk slithering down over\u00a0my head smoothly cascading to my toes until\u00a0I am\u00a0surrounded inside and out with this calm, this vibe, this feeling, no this energy\u00a0this crazy amazing powerful energy.\u00a0From somewhere deep comes “I own this! I\u00a0totally got this in the bag”. Ha! Some crazy never go there on my own-freely- only- when- stimulated- from-an outside-source ZONE kicks in. It takes over and boom that roll in stomach fades away, those muscles ease, shoulders fall relaxed and loose, queasy what queasy, dry and comfortable, and\u00a0my voice well it’s as smooth as soft as silky as melted chocolate. (Yum!)\u00a0I move\u00a0act speak naturally easily\u00a0no thoughts no worries just me- head back shoulders squared smile so big so genuine that others around\u00a0me smile in response, my stride is elongated and feminine. My feet it’s crazy I walk but don’t my feet move as is gliding along floating not touching the ground no jerky step movement just a smooth flawless gate an air of tranquility flows around me I just know if I spin in a circle\u00a0a breathe of fresh air will swirl outward and around me like a beautiful grown glittering with sparkling jewels. Confident and happy more importantly at peace internally at peace a mellow flow if you will. What just happened how why how again all roll around my head fighting to be heard to be answered. It was like someone flipped a switch as simple as easy as that-flipped a switch,\u00a0and I wonder to\u00a0myself as that cheesy happy I got the whole world in my hand smile continues it’s hold on\u00a0my face…. I wonder how- how\u00a0can I bottle this feeling, this vibe, this whatever it is\u00a0to have\u00a0it around always because it’s worth more than gold to\u00a0feel like this.\u00a0Then I think it’s an\u00a0energy that\u00a0pumps through you out\u00a0and around you when you need it or tapped into it even unknowingly. ( Which is my case heehee!) A crazy powerful beautiful loving energy making you for that split second that moment in time the perfect combo of natural confidence and streamline elegance yet warm and open easily approachable……. the perfect combo to get you through whatever needs getting through right then and there. Guess if\u00a0one had it all the time every time it would lose the magic maybe maybe not (though I totally volunteer to find out and test that theory ;)), regardless though the glow the after\u00a0affect of brilliance that lingers\u00a0after that crazy experience certainly makes for one hell of\u00a0an awesome\u00a0day cheesy goofy smile and all\u00a0………………….H<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ah\u00a0there it is…….the roll of the stomach, the tightening of the muscles, that queasy feeling sneaking it’s way slowly up, the shoulders tighten and rise, while a fine sheen of sweat breaks out over my body….Soon I tell\u00a0myself soon they’ll call my\u00a0name, and it’s go time. Boom there it is my turn\u00a0up I stand quietly … Continue reading Energy Wave, Yes Please a Double Shot! \ud83d\ude42<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-in-the-zone","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18\/revisions\/20"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pattingthepuppy.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}